I still remember our laughs together. The way we talk about everything (and i mean absolutely everything). We would talk about the people around us, the people we don't like and the people that we like. We would also talk about what were going through, what we want to be in the future. I remember so clearly when you would go to my place and we would just chill. Oh, and I would never forget how we loved  (we had no choice) to eat ready-made carbonara and hot chocolate (weird combination. I know.) When we can't decide what to wear you would go to my place with your clothes and we'll decide together what to wear. We would try on each others' clothes and laugh about how we'd look in it

 Of all the things that happened, I could not forget that time, when I had cramps and you did not even offer to help me. We were practicing then, but I went out. You saw me and just looked at me. I couldn't  move because of the pain but you did not offer help. I had to ask one of you to help me and she did,  I know she didn't want to but she took pity on me that's why she did. I'm thankful she did. But I was still hurt.

I don't know what happened. I don't know why we drifted apart. We we're so close then. I thought I would always have a friend in you just as you would always have a friend in me. I know we talked about it so many times that it became so tiring and so pointless because we knew that things won't go back the way it used to be. I always see you with our friends laughing and doing things that we used to do. It saddens me that you're doing it with somebody else. Somebody that is not me.

I hope we can still be friends, we don't need to be like the way we used to be, we can start a new. You see, you still have a friend in me.